Lonely nite~

Dear blog,

Outside was so noisy. I think is those Mat Rempit doing something crazy and fool there. I can't sleep tonight. There's juz something bothering me. My mind now is blank. Many memories flashing back on my mind. My though teen's day and my current days. For the past i don't like to talk about it anymore. As people said "Gua cu jiu rang ta gua cu" What for i remember it? Just to spoile my mood. Now my life is kinda no feeling. I was bored when i got nth to do like no pc to online but now after my dear borrow me his laptop i got a mixed feeling. Felt that we become not that sweet as the days we apart. Now we can chat in msn or maple but i don't have the feeling anymore. That kind you will smile naturally when you saw any single words that he typed. Choi! Go, Go, Go away those mixed feeling. I must not think those negative side. I must always think positive. Yeah.. you're right the angel JC. Don't be influenced by the evil JC. Jia you fight with evil JC. I knew you're the winner at the starting point. You always be the winner my angel JC.

I really miss him but i'm not crying anymore. If i drop my tears again i think its worth it. Because its drop for the happy and touching moment or else it must be we get quarrel. Haha.. Now we just started our long distance relationship. We are still learning to how to give another party some faith. Girls like to hear sweet talks. Please says something stupid to me, like i love you or miss you baby. When we heard this our heart is melting. :) But my dear won't days those words frequently. But from his action i knew he already told me those sweet words. He is a quite cute guy. In my eyes he got his own cute way that some people can't see it. Suddenly i really miss him. Desperately wanna give him a good night kiss and fall asleep in his hug. But i must face the fact. We are in different state now. So it won't happened.

If tomorrow I can see he standing outside body glove, I think I'll bite my hand as hard as I could because I really can't believe it. Just like that day, I thought I was mistaken that guy look alike with him. But it's really him, I know he misses me lots because I can see it through his eyes. If that moment we didn't care about others people view, I think we will hugging and give each other a kiss. At the moment I was very happy because the guy I missed so much, the guy I cried for him in every lone;y night was just standing in front of me. He eased my tiredness just so easy.

Tomorrow I have to work full day again. It's ok because if didn't work I'm just staying home and laptop will accompany me. That;s a good news too, Body glove is goin to renovate during sept. I can take my leaves and i will be able to meet up my old friends and of course the man i'm waiting for, Mr.Lok. My dearest. Can't waits for the days anymore. Hope with one flips of eyes time passing fast. Haha... too bad i'm not GOD cuz i can't control time.

It's 3.20am, those Mat Rempit should go home to sleep. But tomorrow is holiday I think now the night is still young for them but for me it's old. :p I'm gotta sleep. Buck up for my life. Jia you my dear angel JC. I rather hope i can see my dear in my dreams than nightmare. No more riot. Oh ya, yesterday and the day before total got 4 customers thought that I'm malay girl again. Haih.. if got chance I will post some pictures to let you all see the looked during i working is it does looked like a Malay.

Good night my dear blog.
-sleepless chi-